a series of accumulated silent anger that i need to get it off my chest.

1) someone influencing the goondu and the goodu being influenced (WAKE UP YOUR IDEA can? i seriously cant stand when people start selling me their side of story and expect me to buy it. that idiot, the moment i saw him, i'd never liked him. one should learn to OPEN EYES WIDELY and see if your friend is worth trusting. if he/she have been giving you the same old shit and used you, do you think this kind of friend is worth keeping? i may not be in any position to correct things, but at least, i'm not the kind that is being spoonfeed and i do have a mindset of my own MOST of the time. things will change, lets see how far he can create more trouble with his silly antics.)

2) poor time management (like what? i'm busy blablabla, but still can spare some time out for others. IF you happen to fall onto this category and am getting pissed with what im writing, i would suggest you click the "X" on the top right hand corner. this is my god damn blog and i do have the rights and freedom of speech.)

3) over-concerning (not because someone had showered too much care and concern but im refering to people getting concern over unecessary external factors. its like you are one toddler and before you learn how to crawl, you are already pondering when will the damn dick or boobs gonna grow.)

4) being persistant (how many times must i reject that damn fb request? still got the cheek to call me up. it would be better to leave this kind of messy people alone. i seriously dont wish to get involve in any of your affairs.)

5) brags alot. (okay nuff said. you dont have to go around the whole world telling everyone you own a freaking chanel or lv, nobody bothers but instead i feel more disgusted. those who brags alot thinks they are filthy rich or trying to act rich. urgh! i know its none of my business anyway, i can choose to just shut my ears or close my eyes, but still braggers are super turn-offs.)

6) getting overly inspired by someone or something (lady gaga? who gives two hoots about her? will someone freaking dress like alien to town? anyway this category would also fall back on No.1. If you do have a mindset of your own and not easily influenced by someone elses, you would freaking make up your own decision and not only do so when being told to.

okay whatever i think im typing rubbish here but at least im done with the shits im holding on to for quite some time.
peace out yo~

and so, the verdict is out yesterday. the waiting part and patience tearing down itself can kill. i was the chosen one and im out of the palace, which that was what i am expecting and should be delighted about. i came out of the room feeling relieved but with tears welling up my eyes knowing that i will be leaving this place with nice people around is just too heartwrenching. like i said earlier on, every end is the new beginning of everything. im not really upset about anything nor feeling happy, just mixed emotions i guess.

like a bird with broken wings, it will heal in time :)

2010 haven been a great start afterall, 1st resolution busted. HAHAHA. no more taiwan trip and might be postponed again. oh well, it sucks as opportunities dont come by easily for me either. cursed for life man. its okay, each time i fall, i believe i will get up stronger. well some visuals taken with my colleagues. wont be posting up all here, taking up my bandwidth only. i've also uploaded the rest in fb ! heh..

a lot of times when you go through a very traumatic situation and its emotionally difficult to deal with, you came back spiritually stronger. it changes you in a way.

therefore i believe every end is a new beginning. :)

Hello all, my official first post for the year of 2010. the last day of 2009 was quite boring, i had my countdown at kopitiam while slurping my Mcflurry with the boyfriend. we had steamboat, it was a fantastic dinner especially after a long day at work. sounds pretty loser-ish but i would rather keep away from the crowds than to sweat and party and kanna molest (HAHAHA). age is catching up on me, party vibes are no longer my cup of tea. heh..

they say many look forward to a new year for a new start of the old habits. and i kinda agreed, there are certain things that wont change just like a leopard will never change its skin? guess my resolution should also include "dont waste time caring about people who doesnt appreciate or like you as chances are you wont like them either" and no point comparing. why compare yourself with others, and if you do, you may become vain and bitter. its time to be independant, learn to deal with things on our own, thinking right, be yourself and not the shadow of someone elses and mind own businesses.

learn to be a better person, not change.
anyway watch this space ! off to bed now ! a long day indeed. 

plus, fug you dolphin !! (internal joke) hahahaha :)

well, the year of 2009 is coming to an end. a time to reflect of what i've done throughout this whole year and make new year resolutions. however i cant remember a year whereby i keep to my resolutions made. HAHA! nonetheless, i know a little more effort should be done to keep it going ya? :)

New Year Resolutions :
1) freaking save money and not having to pay off unecessary debts.
2) eat right, stay healthy and exercise more!
3) complete my studies (MUST!)
4) learn something new
5) trip to taiwan with baby!
6) meet new people as i think it would be better to make some worth-keeping friends.
7) spend more time with my family
8) spend only $5-$7 at work for meals everyday
9) start brushing my teeth well (as my sis and Joel have been complaining i dont know how to brush my teeth! basket..)
10) be more happy than being emotional, and less grumpy. heh!

have you come up with your resolutions yet? :)
and btw, happy 2010 people ! have fun (while i'm tied up by work again) zzz!